I'm (Not Yet) Yours...

"Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And I'm trying to get back.

Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothin's going to stop me but devine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some."

***

Kamu dengar alunannya?


Ia menyeretku ke alam mimpi yang hangat.
Di suatu tempat, di pinggir kali yang jernih, di tepi hutan pinus.
Menanti tenggelamnya matahari di sela-sela aroma peppermint*.


***

"But I won't hesitate
No more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours."

***

Dingin, katamu?
Tidak. Ini bukan dingin.
Coba sentuh airnya. Rasakan udaranya.


Ini bukan dingin. Ini sejuk.


***

"Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love...

Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved..."

***

Lalu alunan itu mengoyak imajiku,
Membuat semua kupu-kupu di perutku terjaga.


Lihat.


Mereka berdansa. Mereka berterbangan.


***

"So I won't hesitate
No more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure.

There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours."

***

Ia menyentuhku, aku merasakannya.
Seperti bulir gerimis dan kabut di sore hari itu.


Mirip, walau tidak sama.


***

"I been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bendin over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
So I drew a new face and laughed.

I guess what I'll be sayin is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity, so just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue."

***

Nyanyian sendunya kembali terdengar.
Menyisip di antara desiran angin.


Dengarkan.


Ah. Mungkinkah hutan pinus itu mulai bersenandung?


***

"Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours."

***

Aku tidak yakin.


Adakah yang ingin ia sampaikan?
Adakah yang ingin kamu sampaikan?


Aku memang tak yakin pada banyak hal.


***

"So please,

Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
It cannot wait, I'm yours."

***

Atau sebenarnya aku hanya takut?



(I'm Yours - Jason Mraz)